1 definition by jushiburuberi
This is your physical and mental state when you have lost someone you love for whatever reason--maybe because they cheated, maybe because they moved away, maybe because the timing isn't right. It hurts so bad, so deep down inside that you actually feel a sharp, constricting pain right in the area of your heart, causing you to wonder if you might be having a heart attack. You kind of hope you're having one because you'll soon be unconscious and won't be able to feel the pain anymore. You soon realize you are not having a heart attack, so you cry as hard as possible and breathing becomes something more like gasping for air. You ask yourself WHY? over and over again and never have an answer. You wonder when you will ever get over this and think maybe you never will. You doubt there will ever be anyone in your life ever again who could replace this person you have lost.
by jushiburuberi March 30, 2010