When you don't understand anything. When Life seems hopeless, pointless, and exhausting. You want to punish yourself. You feel helpless. No one understands. You just want to end everything, and go to sleep and never wake up. You hate. Yourself. Your friends. Your family. You hate with you everything. Your eyes become empty, and people don't care. They don't listen.
Today I stayed in bed for as long as I could, until mom and dad made me get up. I didn't want to move, didn't want to eat, didn't want to talk. Everything seemed so pointless. I think I might be depressed.
by Marissa Petit July 14, 2008
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by Just Another Retarded Anon September 19, 2016
You feel numb, you feel like there's not a reason to get out of bed or to do anything for anyone but you feel that you have to do something or you will rot, you fell like you don't have any friends, you feel like there's no point in living
by Koolkat24 November 24, 2018
A feeling of being not worthy of life, feeling unhappy but not knowing why, a feeling at the pit of your stomache.
I feel so empty, ugly and agressive, I hate myself, sometimes I want to die, sometimes I just don't want to exist. No one understands me, I feel like no one really cares, that frustrates me, I am so depressed,why can no one understand.
Constantly I have to compensate by spending excessively, buying lovely clothes in the hope that they will make me feel like a beautiful person, not an ugly worthless piece of crap.
Everything annoys me, the mess of my house, my house feels empty so I have to buy things to compensate. What am I compensating for? Love? Happieness? I had love once and lost it too. I wasn't happy when I had it, wasn't happy when I lost it. What will make me feel complete?
It's not not having someone that makes you lonely and it is hard to explain what lonely is. Nothing seems to help, life seems pointless. I can't relax, when I do, I start to think, dark scarey thoughts, horrible thoughts of anger, hate, emptieness.
Depression is hard, however you can survive. You have to talk to someone, doctors can help. Having a sympathetic ear helps, not someone that tells you why you feel the way you feel but someone that just listens. Writing a journal helps too, this gets the thoughts out of your mind, just like talking to someone.
Life is hard but we all have, we just have to survice, keep fighting, it's not worthless.
Constantly I have to compensate by spending excessively, buying lovely clothes in the hope that they will make me feel like a beautiful person, not an ugly worthless piece of crap.
Everything annoys me, the mess of my house, my house feels empty so I have to buy things to compensate. What am I compensating for? Love? Happieness? I had love once and lost it too. I wasn't happy when I had it, wasn't happy when I lost it. What will make me feel complete?
It's not not having someone that makes you lonely and it is hard to explain what lonely is. Nothing seems to help, life seems pointless. I can't relax, when I do, I start to think, dark scarey thoughts, horrible thoughts of anger, hate, emptieness.
Depression is hard, however you can survive. You have to talk to someone, doctors can help. Having a sympathetic ear helps, not someone that tells you why you feel the way you feel but someone that just listens. Writing a journal helps too, this gets the thoughts out of your mind, just like talking to someone.
Life is hard but we all have, we just have to survice, keep fighting, it's not worthless.
by Bethie B June 9, 2008
The feeling that can totally change your life. consumption of depression can lead to things that are irrational, but at the time seem wonderful to do such as..... suicide and drug consumption. Love or not being loved can be a big factor in being depressed because the one feeling that is stronger than depression leads to it faster than anything else
I am feeling so depressed right now because I feel that no one loves me for who I am, nor will they ever see because no one looks beyond what they see with their own two eyes
by Slap Jackin October 30, 2004